It's not that easy.

I wonder how long it'll take me to pull myself together. I wonder why I'm still here. Honestly, I don't really know why I trusted you. I wish I could just step back in time... oh well, I guess it's way too late. However, that doesn't mean anything, just because you're gone doesn't mean it's over.

I'm gonna do my best, from now onwards I'll be taken seriously. I'm sick of being the baddie, the spoiled child, the selfish motherfucker, easily driven by emotions, always acting like a child. For once in my life I'm gonna take charge of what's mine. I'm doing it for myself. This time I ain't leaving, instead I'll give myself a second chance. I deserve it.

You'll see.